(What if I went and lost myself/Would you know where to find me?)

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#1.
you don't understand- it is okay to just sit with sorrow. the fact that you are there means a lot more than you could possibly imagine. the fact that you do not invalidate gives me hope. it gives me strength to go on.

#2.
I wish you could see how many people think that you are unbelievably wonderful; that they could not imagine life without you.
You see, I love you. Whether or not you know who you are.

#3.
sometimes, i would like to be anywhere but here; to dissolve into absolute nothingness- into sand and light.
i want to fly in a rocketship and never come back.